First Of All

First of all
I have to say that I am sorry
I never meant to hurt you
I know it seems way too much cliché
But it is just the exactly real truth

I don't know how could have I done it better
I didn't want to hurt any of us
Again I say that I only wanted to be true to you
But I guess that honesty has consequences too

I tried to make things to cost less suffer
Please believe that my intentions were good
You made me suffer since our eight months began
So I had to put an end right through it

Don't dare to say that I didn't love you
You just didn't make an effort to make it last

You took me for granted
When you yelled at me
When you embarrassed me
And then tried to kiss me

You made me feel a completely toy in your hands
I know you don't like to hear this
But you actually never liked to hear the truth

So good were you with words
But attitudes are better worth
And you totally forgot it

So now I ask:
What kind of love have you really felt?

- Stephanie Nomad